Some years ago, in another life, I heard a sermon by a
Lutheran theologian named George Aus at Luther Seminary in St. Paul. Dr. Aus talked about a list of questions he
had assembled that he would take with him when he died to present to the Divine
authorities in the heavenly realms.
Recalling his sermon reminded me of an old Jewish tradition which
says, when you arrive in the next world, they will not ask you whether you had
faith or not; they will not ask you if you were good or bad; they will say to you,
“You were alive all those years, what questions do you have?” And woe to the person who has no questions.
In that spirit, I have been thinking about my own evolving questions. I ask them not from pride or wanting to know what
is none of my business, but merely things I wonder about as one religious human
being going about his daily routines. The
questions are addressed directly to God, in no particular order, addressed with
humility, awe and respect for the inscrutable mystery that is God.
1.
Why all the secrecy and mystery? Why make it so hard to see you and what you
are doing?
2.
Are you actually at work in human history or is
what happens every day what appears to happen, a combination of capricious laws
of nature, ambiguous human decisions and chance?
3.
Do you favor one of the religions on earth or
are each of the major religions a vehicle for addressing you and you addressing
them?
4.
I understand giving people a measure of free
will and all that, but why create human beings with the capacity for such
horrific evil?
5.
As you forgive us for our sins, omissions and commissions,
with all due respect, are we to forgive you for your ineffective, problematic or
ambiguous ways of working in the world?
6.
If there is an afterlife, why must it be so
mysterious and unknowable?
7.
Where were you during the Holocaust and where
are you whenever and wherever people unjustly suffer absurd suffering, evil and
death?
Those of you
who know me know I have been wrestling with these questions most of my
life. I have developed some responses, but they are
all quite tentative.
These questions are “in, with and under” faith. People of faith cannot escape questioning what
God is doing in this crazy, wonderful, problematic, mysterious planet floating
and rotating in dark space.
Btw, how do your questions differ from mine?
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